While I may not be an expert on the subject matter, I have recently experienced and am currently living through the loss of a love one and felt I should write down my experiences and thoughts on the matter. I will preface this by saying the things that I write are purely my own opinions and observations, and should in no way be taken as legitimate advice. While the subject matter is personal, and I am writing about it openly for the world, I will promptly refuse any or all conversations on the manner. I prefer to deal with things my own way and am not trying to reach out for support or advice. Thanks for reading and hopefully this gives someone a better understanding of how loss can affect someone and how there are multiple ways to come to terms with a tragic event.